Chapter Nine
Resurrection of the Spirit Man
Jesus looked
at him and loved him. One thing you lack, he said.
Go, sell everything you have and give to the poor, and you
will have treasure in heaven. Then come, follow me. At this
the mans face fell. He went away sad, because he had great
wealth. Mark 10:21-22
The journey through the Wilderness is a journey of faith. We cannot
see where we are going and we usually dont know where we
are. We have to learn to put our hand in Jesus hand and
trust that He is leading us in the right direction. The problem,
however, is that this journey does not take just a week, or a
month, or a year. It can take years of working through the various
stages for our own relationship with God, for our family, and
for our ministry. When I began this Process, it was as if I were
standing on a cliff and God said, go ahead and jump, I will
catch you. The situations in which I found myself were far
beyond me. Only God could save me from them, and to some extent
He did, but I continued to free-fall for years. The
difficult situations continued year after year and my prayer for
the good life never was answered. Throughout the journey,
I always thought at each new victory that it was over and things
were going to change back to what they used to be, but they never
did. I wanted life to be comfortable again, but my security at
the time was based on the things of this world. I often wondered
how far I would fall before God would catch me. The answer was
right to the bottom. God is only satisfied with the
complete destruction of the Flesh in our life. I didnt know
where He was taking me but I have now come to appreciate the benefits
of His sanctifying work. It is wonderful to not be ruled by the
Flesh. The rich young ruler did everything right but was unable
to give up the treasure He had on this earth. It was part of his
identity and his comfort. He saw it as a loss instead of a gain
to be free of what had him bound to this earth and temporal things.
It was a devoted thing for Him. He could not do what Jesus told
him to do to gain spiritual riches. Even in some Churches, it
is seen to be an expression of righteousness to become rich in
material possessions. These things only become stumbling blocks
to following Jesus. It is a higher honour to be poor in the Kingdom
of God because it is freedom. Listen,
my dear brothers: has not God chosen those who are poor in the
eyes of the world to be rich in faith and to inherit the kingdom
he promised those who love him? James 2:5
Israel became weary of their
labours in Egypt. They were oppressed by Pharaoh and worked as
slaves to a merciless nation. Our Egypt is that we are working
for the worlds system and values. We spend our life energy
on things like new cars and houses and boats and furniture and
vacations. We believe these things will make us happy. They are
part of being acceptable in this society. If we do not have money
and signs of wealth, we are considered lazy or a failure. This
view is so prevalent in America that it is as dominating inside
the Church, as outside it. The concept of poverty as a value to
be desired is unheard of in the Church.
It is a shame of the North American
Church that its members would spend 25% of their life acquiring
shelter. Between taxes and mortgage interest, the worlds
system and values steal more than half of a mans
life. We are supposed to be the Lords, not slaves to bankers
and tax collectors. We are to turn our backs on the worlds
system and leave Egypt for a place of abundance provided for by
the Lord. We are no longer to be consumers whose lives are consumed
by consumption. We cannot be controlled by our need to be (more)
acceptable or our lust for material things. Yet, we do not stop
striving for more possessions or more wealth. We are slaves to
the lusts of the Flesh. We cannot stop wanting more things or
more respect or more power. As we die both spiritually and physically,
we let go of the things which are of least value. If we were told
that we had only one month to live, we would spend our time on
the things of greatest value. We would spend time on our relationship
with the Father, our family, and with our friends. We would reprioritize
our life and put value where there is the highest reward. Yet
in our society, this is seen as irresponsible in any other circumstance
but impending death. There is subtle unspoken demand that we be
fruitful in this world, and that is measured by our material possessions.
Jesus commands us to live our life as if today were our last day
here on earth. We know that we will be judged for what we have
done with our life. America is an extremely materialistic society.
The Church and its members are caught in the materialism of this
world, and for the most part, it is materialism that has prevented
it from following the Holy Spirit into the Wilderness. The North
American Church is like the Rich Young Ruler who was bound by
his wealth to temporal values and unable to discard his wealth
for the true treasures of the Kingdom of God. The Church believes
that if you are prospering financially then you are being blessed
by God so you can supply finances to the Church. The accumulation
of material wealth is rewarded, encouraged, and applauded. This
is a common theme in most evangelical Churches and it is neither
sound scripturally or true spiritually. When Jesus said, seek
first the Kingdom, He meant that if the treasure of the
Kingdom is our first priority in life then the rest of the issues
of life would be properly prioritized and that God would take
care of them. Anyone can acquire wealth by the Flesh. Putting
our material needs in the hands of the Holy Spirit for His provision
is our instruction. We are not to make the needs of this life
our priority but do everything we can to acquire the treasure
of the Kingdom. This is the beginning of walking into the Wilderness
and the Process which will free us from the harsh and cruel taskmaster
- the Flesh.
The process of death cannot be
hurried, manipulated, nor prayed through. It has to
be experienced. It is a walk and the walk is as much a part of
the Process as the destination. When our life depends on hearing
and doing what the Spirit is saying, we learn the ways of the
Spirit. Learning to be led and not to run ahead or resist the
Spirit or kick against the circumstances instead of
addressing the issues in the Spirit, are the wisdom and understanding
discovered in the journey. The Holy Spirit becomes our best friend,
sometimes our only friend. He is our Comforter, our Teacher, our
Cloud by day and Pillar of Fire by night. He is our Life. The
journey is a walk in humility. Gods values are nothing like
our own. He places no value on many of the things we consider
valuable. He does not value reputation. He will sacrifice our
reputation in order to save us from our bondage. He has little
respect for protocol. He will put us in positions where we will
have to choose between our reputation and the prompting of the
Spirit. He will consume our savings just to make us depend on
Him. He will lead us to associate with certain people we may feel
uncomfortable with to have us intercede for them. He will lead
us into a situation that will blow up just to bring
death to the Flesh in us. He will cause us to take a position
which seems harsh or unpopular in order to expose or discipline
someone. The journey is multi-levelled and multidimensional. He
is working on us and others at the same time and He accomplishes
a lot with every encounter.
From
this time many of his disciples turned back and no longer followed
him. You do not want to leave too, do you? Jesus asked
the Twelve. Simon Peter answered him, Lord, to whom shall
we go? You have the words of eternal life. John
6:66-68 NIV
There are times when we would
like to run and hide but we know that there is nowhere to go.
Once we have tasted the good things of the Kingdom and the love
of Jesus, where can we go? The pain we suffer in the Process is
often caused by our own fear, unbelief, and rebellion. When the
Father is performing open Heart surgery and exposing and putting
to death our Flesh, it is painful. It is our own Flesh which causes
most of our suffering. There is pain and grieving as our Flesh
is being put to death. The more we are dead to the Flesh, the
less we suffer in its death. This is the manifestation of the
full armor of God. If we suffer persecution for doing what the
Holy Spirit has led us to do, He rewards us with His presence
and peace and joy. When we suffer in the death of our Flesh, it
is painful in another way but the reward is righteousness, peace,
and joy.
In the Wilderness, it is not
uncommon to develop symptoms of anxiety, striving, nervous habits,
restlessness, and fear which all characterize Gods exposing
of our unbelief. He literally drives us into the Wilderness because
we would not go there on our own. If we dont understand
what is happening and only see the circumstance in the natural
and not with Gods spiritual objectives, we will struggle
to fix the situation rather than cooperate with Him. If we fight
against a God situation in our life, we only delay
the Process. We must face each situation full front and not try
to escape it. Everything that happens, happens for a reason. Instead
of struggling, we must pursue God for a revelation of the reason
He has us in these circumstances. It is more difficult at the
beginning of the Journey than it is after we have gained some
victories over the Flesh. The Journey does become easier even
though the tests and the circumstances become more difficult.
Each time we win over the Flesh, we have a clearer view of the
values and treasures of the Kingdom and humbling always brings
a renewed and deeper intimacy with Jesus.
At Jericho, we feel like we are
being pulled in two directions. We experience confusion and inner
turmoil. Our self image is on the altar. God may ask if we are
willing to look stupid for Him. It is better to look stupid than
to be stupid, so we say, yes. It never feels good
to look stupid in the eyes of others. When God is circumcising
our Heart, there is a spiritual pain which is the death of the
Pride of Life. It can cause depression and alienation from people.
At the same time, there may be a closeness to the Lord and other
times He may seem like a million miles away. Whatever the circumstance
of death of the Flesh that we experience, it is always painful
and sends us into emotional turmoil. If we dont hang on
to God in these times, we can easily revert to coping (rebellion),
or shutting down our emotions. This Process will take us to our
limit. We cannot anticipate what we will do when we come to it.
The Adamic Nature attempts to make a life of its own outside of
God. It is hostile to God. It hates anything that will reveal
it or expose the lie that it can do it on its own.
It is trying to rule and be like God. It is trying to be the god
of our life.
The walls of Jericho represent
the barriers to being fully devoted to God. It can be our prideful
understanding of the Scriptures. It can be our goals or objectives.
It can even be ministry our way. It is anything that
would keep us from following the Holy Spirit. He doesnt
lead Believers in the path of conventional wisdom, nor on the
road of respectability, or even common sense. Over and over again,
we see this modelled in the accounts of peoples lives in
Scripture, yet we havent really accepted it as the true
Christian lifestyle. If we begin with the Scripture and
attempt to understand the Kingdom of God with our human thinking,
we become like the Pharisees, blind guides leading the blind.
If we seek the Lord for a revelation of the Kingdom, and Scripture
confirms our revelation, then we know we have found the truth
about the Kingdom. The Holy Spirit has been appointed our teacher.
It is His job to tear down our walls of earthly wisdom and legalistic
teaching. Scripture can be used to support and justify what we
must do to make God pleased with us. Of course He is pleased with
us already and all we must do to follow Him is to walk obedient
to the Holy Spirit. For each person following the Holy Spirit,
the journey is different. The arguments for such legalistic compliance
can make so much sense when we hear the use of Scripture and human
wisdom but the test for legalism and idolatry is found in who
is ultimately Lord in the issue. If, when all is said and done,
the Holy Spirit is not made Lord over the issue in our life, it
is not Godly wisdom, it is legalism. We must surrender to His
Lordship for our lives in all things. We cannot make rules or
theories or principles out of relationship and walking with our
God in obedience. Jesus told the Pharisees they were laying heavy
burdens on the people by making them subject to their law and
rules. It is a burden to be under the Law but a delight to be
in a love relationship with God the Father.
The Seven Nations stage of the
Process is the most dramatic for symptoms. The conquering of a
Nation is a fierce battle and is filled with intense manifestations.
The Nations are more like Jesus death on the cross than
any other part of the Process. Just as the physical body does
everything it can to avoid death, so the Flesh struggles to overcome
the threat to its reign. When the Flesh is threatened, it may
strike out at others and God as a way of concealing itself or
regaining control. But the enmity is against God, because He is
taking control of this area of our life. Anger and frustration
are common in this stage because the Flesh rises up when it loses
control. Toward the end of the process of this death, there is
a feeling of numbness and helplessness, resignation to defeat,
discouragement and then finally death. It is a very emotional
time. We need to continually confess that God is good even when
we hate what is happening to us. He is loving us enough to free
us from the things that taint our ministry and oppose our desire
for more of the Kingdom. Be thankful that He gives us what we
need and not always for what we ask.

Choose Life
At times in this process we can feel there is no hope. The Old
Man works on our emotions to discourage and confuse. It is hard
to choose the life that is in the Holy Spirit and believe that
God is good when every fibre in our body is screaming for release
from the awful situation we know He has us in. By choosing life,
we can literally see our emotions become transformed, and in a
matter of minutes see by revelation, Gods redeeming work.
It is difficult to choose life (the Spirit) rather than death
(the Flesh) when we are in the midst of the battle, but we must.
We will spend much less time going in circles and make the Process
far less painful.
So I
say, live by the Spirit, and you will not gratify the desires
of the sinful nature. For the sinful nature desires what is contrary
to the Spirit, and the Spirit what is contrary to the sinful nature.
They are in conflict with each other, so that you do not do what
you want. But if you are led by the Spirit, you are not under
law. The acts of the sinful nature are obvious: sexual immorality,
impurity and debauchery; idolatry and witchcraft; hatred, discord,
jealousy, fits of rage, selfish ambition, dissensions, factions
and envy; drunkenness, orgies, and the like. I warn you, as I
did before, that those who live like this will not inherit the
kingdom of God. Gal. 5:16-21
NIV
Advice From Scripture in the
Wilderness
Nevertheless, God was not pleased with
most of them; their bodies were scattered over the desert. Now
these things occurred as examples to keep us from setting our
hearts on evil things as they did. Do not be idolaters, as some
of them were; as it is written: The people sat down to eat
and drink and got up to indulge in pagan revelry. We should
not commit sexual immorality, as some of them did and in
one day twenty-three thousand of them died. We should not test
the Lord, as some of them didand were killed by snakes.
And do not grumble, as some of them didand were killed by
the destroying angel. These things happened to them as examples
and were written down as warnings for us, on whom the fulfilment
of the ages has come. 1 Cor.
10:5-11 NIV
Craving Evil Things
Paul specifically wrote to the Corinthians on the matter of the
purging and sanctification of the Believer. The story of the Children
of Israel was given as instruction so that we would not crave
evil things. This has been interpreted as outward acts of immorality,
but these are the pursuit of those things that fulfill the Flesh.
They are Heart issues. God looks at the Heart and judges it rather
than the action. Evil, to God, can be good things done for the
wrong reasons as was the case of the Pharisees. Israel did not
intentionally rebel, it just happened because it came out of their
Heart. Their Heart craved evil things. That was who they were.
When we were born again, Jesus took the Heart of Flesh and put
it to death and we became the New Man. Therefore, it is not us
who sins but the Old Man. We must understand the separation of
the Old and the New Man to win the battle against the Flesh. We
will avoid condemnation when we do sin and be able to separate
the feelings, desires, and thoughts of the Flesh from the Spirit.
This allows us to learn and understand the difference between
good and evil. Good is to walk in the Spirit; evil is to act out
of the Flesh. Even the most reasonable, well meaning, and sensible
wisdom can be the work of the Flesh. Every situation
must be viewed through the eyes of the Holy Spirit to avoid not
rebelling against God. Learning obedience in the Wilderness is
to submit everything to the Holy Spirit in order to avoid doing
things that seem right but are the work of a Heart
trying to avoid death.
Scripture says that God took
the Children of Israel into the Wilderness to teach them that
man does not live by bread alone, but by every word of God.
(Luke 4:4) Israel was promised a physical land flowing with milk
and honey. We are promised the Kingdom of God. The Gospel is often
presented as the path to a good life. Paul warned that the Gospel
is not a means to material gain (1 Tim. 6:5). It is not the good
life in the temporal sense. That is idolatry. We live
out of the Heart. Its spiritual condition determines the quality
of our life because we are spirit beings. The temporal things
of this life do not produce a quality or fruitful life. They only
bind us and burden us and hinder us in our relationship with God.
Yet the Flesh Heart lusts after temporal (evil) things and wants
to change the Gospel into a way to satisfy the Flesh, instead
of destroying it.
Idolatry
When the people saw that Moses was so
long in coming down from the mountain, they gathered round Aaron
and said, Come, make us gods who will go before us. As for
this fellow Moses who brought us up out of Egypt, we dont
know what has happened to him. Aaron answered them, Take
off the gold ear-rings that your wives, your sons and your daughters
are wearing, and bring them to me. So all the people took
off their ear-rings and brought them to Aaron. He took what they
handed him and made it into an idol cast in the shape of a calf,
fashioning it with a tool. Then they said, These are your
gods, O Israel, who brought you up out of Egypt. Exodus
32:1-4 NIV
It was a physical god (calf)
that Israel had created but it really was no different than the
gods we serve in our Heart. God will have no other gods before
Him. Idolatry is subtle and its works can appear to be so good
to human understanding. When God begins to deal with idolatry
in our Heart, we struggle the most with what others will think
of us. God may bruise and batter our reputation. We must die to
being accepted by others and make obedience to the Holy Spirit
more important than what we look like to others. Many of the things
that the disciples did brought criticism from prominent persons
inside and outside the New Testament Church. If we can let God
put to death our desire to be liked by everyone, then we are free
to serve Him fully.
If we are rigid in the letter
of the Gospel rather than revelation of the Gospel, we are probably
in the stubbornness of idolatry. Pursuit of the lusts of the Flesh
may take us far from God or only into hidden and subtle habits
which drain our spiritual authority and deaden our love and devotion
to Christ. When we cant reach God, we substitute a real
life-giving relationship based on love and grace for legalistic
religion. Paul said that the account of the Children of Israel
was given to us so we would not be idolaters. He wanted for us
to see that within every Believer is a Heart full of idolatry.
We are not to be condemned by that truth but pursue God for freedom,
thereby not making the mistake Israel made.
Sexual Immorality
The sexual immorality that Israel committed included joining themselves
to other gods. Their sexual immorality lead them to spiritual
adultery. They acted immorally in regard to their relationship
with God. They sought many different ways to cope with their restless
Heart. Coping is a subtle but dangerous inclination in the Process.
It causes us to put on hold the work of God. We try to find a
way to survive the circumstances, rather than seek God for His
redeeming work. It is very easy to fall prey to sexual or spiritual
immorality in the Process if we dont walk in humility and
surrender to God. When we run up against a wall and we cannot
go forward or gain a victory, it is time to pursue God for answers.
Sometimes there is nothing for us to do but let Him bring our
Heart to the cross and then lead us to victory. However, coping
keeps us static and it is rebellion against God. If we are looking
for comfort in all the wrong places, it is adultery before God,
because we are His Bride.
Test The Lord
Throughout the Process, we are stretched by situations designed
specifically to expose and test us. They are meant to take us
to our limit. That is how we are strengthened. When we are in
the Flesh and not able to see the work of the Holy Spirit for
what it is, there is a tendency to feel that God doesnt
really love us. This is a common and typical feeling when God
is exposing and stretching our faith. If we believe this, we run
the risk of putting God on trial with our own test. We may respond
to God either verbally or in our Heart, by saying, if you
really love me you will give me what I want. Of course God
will not respond to that because it would condone the works of
the Flesh. If this trying God takes us into rebellion
against Him, we cannot move forward in the Process. We are cut
off from Him, and will stay where we are until we come back to
God in humility and confession. It is a work of the Flesh to think
we are unloved. God wants us to discern the Flesh so we will not
try or rebel against Him in the Process.
Murmuring.
Yea, they despised the pleasant land,
they believed not his word: But murmured in their tents, and hearkened
not unto the voice of the LORD.
Psalms 106:24-25
Another work of the Flesh is
complaining about the way God is treating us. Part of the Process
is to be left in need by God. Israel complained about God and
to Moses about the lack they were in. The Christian life is not
a guarantee of a comfortable life. It is not our right to be provided
for abundantly. It is by grace that we have anything of, or from
God at all. When we complain about our circumstance, we are accusing
God of not loving us or caring for us. When we are in the Process,
it is like working out at the spiritual gym; no pain, no gain.
He is truly our Lover and Friend. He could not, and would not
do anything except what is for our highest good. Even when it
doesnt seem like it, He is choosing the best and quickest
way to get us from bondage into the Promised Land.
Self Righteousness
It is not because of your righteousness
or your integrity that you are going in to take possession of
their land; but on account of the wickedness of these nations,
the LORD your God will drive them out before you, to accomplish
what he swore to your fathers, to Abraham, Isaac and Jacob. Deut.
9:5 NIV
The promises of God are received
by the unmerited favour of God. Even after we have surrendered
and walked in the Spirit, and chosen to dethrone the Flesh, it
is by grace we have received Gods deliverance and provision.
He has defeated our enemies for us, we havent. He has given
us the blessing and spiritual prosperity of the Kingdom of God
by grace. We have these blessings which we did not know existed
or know how to find because of the mercy and grace of God. When
we hold to that truth, we will remain in the righteousness of
Jesus, and not our own.
Conclusion
Dear friends, do not be surprised at
the painful trial you are suffering, as though something strange
were happening to you. 1 Peter
4:12 NIV
I was in prayer one day when
the Lord gave me a vision of a string which had been knotted up
into a grapefruit-sized ball. When I asked the Lord what it was,
He said, in order to unknot the middle knot He had to take
the knots out that were there first. I had been pursuing
Him in prayer for a certain thing. I understood from what He said
that He fully intended to answer my prayer but He had an order
and a systematic way of doing the work of sanctification. Like
building a house, each stage must be completed before the next
stage can begin. Because of our personality, woundedness, character
traits, and spiritual makeup (weaknesses and strengths) that order
is different for each one of us. The Heart Surgeon
customizes our treatment for each of us. He is an expert at doing
the business of redeeming His people. His plan is flawless. His
timing is impeccable. He will complete that which He has begun.
Therefore,
since we are surrounded by such a great cloud of witnesses, let
us throw off everything that hinders and the sin that so easily
entangles, and let us run with perseverance the race marked out
for us. Let us fix our eyes on Jesus, the author and perfecter
of our faith, who for the joy set before him endured the cross,
scorning its shame, and sat down at the right hand of the throne
of God. Hebrews 12:1-2 NIV
Three Measures Of Maturity In
Christ
Maturity in Christ is judged to be different things in different
groups. Each one has their value judgements on what particular
character traits are the most important. Many of these character
traits are outward expressions of what might be signs of maturity
in Christ. Based upon this Process of preparation, the spiritual
abilities that God is developing in His Church are those which
affect our relationship with Him in difficult times and our ability
to remain on the path toward fruitfulness. A summary of these
spiritual abilities which God is developing in His Body are as
follows:
1. Eyes of Faith: It takes spiritual
eyes of faith to see God in the good, bad, and ugly circumstances
of our life. In most cases, He is there in the center of our problems
with a solution and a role for us to play in it. We are never
out of the hands of the Father and our circumstances are meant
to teach, discipline, and guide us. The test of maturity is the
size of problem we can overcome with trust and faith in God.
2. Saved by Grace: If we know
God and His righteousness, then we will realize just how far we
fall short of His holiness and depend on His unmerited forgiveness.
It is knowing our complete unworthiness that keeps us tolerant
of others, thankful, and a channel of grace for fruitful ministry.
Without the attitude of an unworthy servant, we cannot see the
Kingdom of God or be a fruitful minister in it.
3. Death is the way to Life:
The Kingdom of God works opposite to that of the world. We know
this is true but only when we live like it is true can we gain
the treasure of the Kingdom of God. When we can embrace death
with the expectation of great gain, we will understand the Kingdom
of God and how Christ transforms us. When we can follow the Holy
Spirit into death of the Flesh with joy for the sake of gaining
the promises of the Kingdom, we are well on the way to becoming
the warriors of God.
These three manifestations of
maturity are not things which can be acquired by knowing them,
but treasure which can only be had by walking with God. It is
in walking with Him that our orientation and perspective of the
Kingdom and the Gospel are formed. It is by walking with God that
these maturity traits become the foundation upon which we live
our lives.
When
they saw the courage of Peter and John and realised that they
were unschooled, ordinary men, they were astonished and they took
note that these men had been with Jesus.
Acts 4:13 NIV
No Formulas
When Jesus was transfigured, Peter, James and John wanted to build
an altar there to mark the spot and turn it into a religious shrine.
Jesus knew that people, in their carnality, would worship the
spot where it happened and denied their request. When God does
something wonderful for us we want to understand and capture it.
The Flesh wants to package it and show others the way to do it,
so we can look good. It is our Fallen Nature to want to make a
dependent walk with God into a system, and relationship into rules,
principles and laws. The solution to whatever our need or desire
is, is always in our acquisition of grace through humility. We
cannot separate healing or provision from God. They can only be
found in Him. It is a work of the Flesh to separate what we want
or need from God. Our answers are always found in Him. It is simple.
We must have the hostility of the Flesh put to death so we can
take more of Jesus into our life and in Him there is all that
we need. There are no other formulas or teachings or methods to
get from God what we need. We need more of Him. We must dive into
the pool of the Trinity and be fully immersed in them. We must
be transformed by our exposure to their love and holiness, and
we will find abundance and freedom far beyond our need or expectation.
Learning To Ask The Right Questions
When we are in the midst of a problem our first response is usually
to pray for it to be taken away. If it is sickness or financial
trouble or some other problem we may reason that God does not
want this in our lives. We interpret the delay in our answer to
prayer as our faith being tested. In many situations, this is
not the case. More often than not, the delay in our answer to
prayer is due to our asking for the wrong solution to our problem.
There is a reason for every situation in which we find ourselves.
If we ask for its removal rather than the wisdom and direction
to overcome it, God does not answer. We should be asking, Lord,
why am I in this situation?, What are you trying
to teach me in it?, How can I cooperate with your
purposes in it?, and What do you want me to
do in the process of your overcoming this situation for me?.
We cannot choose our own solutions to our problems. We must rely
on God and ask Him to solve the problem His way. His way is always
better than our way. Therefore, we must confess our inability
to work anything out for ourselves. If we become weak, He will
become strong for us. We must let God get us out of the situation
with as little of our involvement as is possible. He loves us
and when He solves our problems, it is always a blessing to us
and others.
Learning To Walk In The Spirit
We can either walk by the Scriptures or we can walk by the Holy
Spirit. If we walk by the Word, we are in charge.
If we walk by the Holy Spirit, He is in charge. If we place our
life in His hands we will look foolish, because He will lead us
into death, and suffering, and humility. For this reason, many
have refused to surrender to the Holy Spirit - they dont
want to be a failure in the eyes of others. Even when we choose
to do the right thing and walk obedient to the Spirit, the Flesh
is very deceptive and can easily influence our hearing
God, especially in the early stages of our walk with Him. This
will lead us down dead end paths and we will look foolish again.
The Lord uses even these mistakes to teach us, humble us and free
us of the Flesh. Nothing can separate us from His love. If we
choose to walk in the Spirit, we will make mistakes and they will
be embarrassing. Our Flesh will be exposed. It may seem as if
we are going around in circles, but Jesus IS in control. There
is a high potential for making mistakes when we choose to live
our lives by hearing God and walking in the Holy Spirit.
We must walk with Him and abide in Him if we are to be known by
Him. In spite of the risks of putting our lives in the hands of
the Holy Spirit, there is no other life for Believers.
The Promised Land Is....
The Promised Land represents for us as Believers a number of things
which are inherent in the Kingdom of God. When we possess it,
we have taken it by force by putting the Flesh under the lordship
of the Holy Spirit. Our taking the Kingdom by force is to rise
up in the Spirit, choosing life instead of the death and putting
the Flesh in submission to the Holy Spirit. This is another aspect
of spiritual warfare. The treasures of the Kingdom available to
those who conquer the Promised Land are:
1. spiritual authority for our calling and a position of service
in the Kingdom,
2. the development of the Fruits of the Spirit which are the foundation
of fruitfulness in our ministry,
3. provision for every need,
4. the promises of the Kingdom which are summed up in - love,
joy and peace,
5. successful overcoming of the Devil and the Flesh which is the
manifestation of the full armor of God,
6. the ability to discern Good (the Spirit) from Evil (the Flesh),
7. greater ability to walk in the Spirit,
8. a Heart of love and compassion - which is to love the lost,
the Body of Christ, and the Lord with all of our Heart, mind,
and strength and finally,
9. we qualify for the rewards of Revelation 5:12 that Jesus received
when He loved not His life unto death which are: power, and riches,
and wisdom, and strength, and honour, and glory, and blessing.
Things To Do When You Finish
Reading This Book
When the Children of Israel left Egypt, God performed ten miracles
specifically to prove to them that He would meet their needs through
supernatural events. He told them to write everything down so
they would remember all that He did for them. He also told them
to remember the Promise and to recount for themselves why they
had left Egypt. There is a saying that is not Scripture, but it
is wisdom. It is: Obstacles are those frightening things
we see when we take our eyes off the vision. This expresses
what God was trying to do with the Children of Israel when He
commanded them to write down what He had done, and was promising
to do for them. He wanted them to remember His faithfulness and
supernatural ability to meet their needs. He wanted them to focus
their attention not on the problems of the day, but on the objective.
That is good advice for us. We should write down the things that
God has promised us and the miracles of deliverance which He has
done so we will not be overwhelmed by the obstacles.
We need to be reminded that nothing can separate us from His love.
We should read these testimonies often and recount them to our
friends and family. This was Davids secret. He remembered
the goodness and faithfulness of God and reaffirmed to himself
and God that He could trust Him. The Psalms of David in the Wilderness
reveal how He was caught up in obstacles but was refreshed
by a renewed vision of God and His purpose and love for him.
You
have made known to me the path of life; you will fill me with
joy in your presence, with eternal pleasures at your right hand.
Psalms 16:11 NIV
Some readers of this book will
discover that they have rebelled against the Lord in this Process.
It may have been without understanding that you have squirmed
off the sacrificial altar and went on your own way. It is never
too late to get back on track. You can turn against the Flesh
and agree with God in a simple prayer. You can pour out your Heart
of fear and rebellion and ask Him to deliver you. He will take
your emotions, sin, and failings and carry them if you ask Him.
He is your only true Lover.
Is your walk with God shallow?
Is God just a small part of your life? Has your intimacy with
Jesus or your love for Him grown cold? Ask the Holy Spirit where
you have strayed from the path of life and gone into the ditch.
You can ask Him for the treasures of the Kingdom and the abundance
and rest of the Promised Land. You have a right to them in Jesus
Christ. You can ask Him to put to death your unbelief, idolatry
and rebellion and all the hostility of the Flesh. You can choose
abundant life or settle for just eternal life. The abundant life
(Kingdom of God) is like the Pearl of Great Price.
It is worth selling everything you have to get it. It is like
exchanging something that is worthless for something that is priceless.
And
Jesus said unto him, No man, having put his hand to the plough,
and looking back, is fit for the kingdom of God. Luke
9:62 NIV
...and that
we must through much tribulation enter into the kingdom of God.
Acts 14:22 NIV
Humble Yourself
You have a responsibility to act on the knowledge you have received.
Now that God has brought understanding of His Process, it would
be prudent to take some time to fast and pray about what God wants
you to know and understand from this book. He may direct you to
reread portions of the text or the entire book, so that He can
underscore certain areas to you by the Holy Spirit. Your objective
should be to get a revelation from God of what He has for you
in this season of your walk with Him. You need a revelation of
His work of sanctification in you. Ask Him to reveal your Heart
and what the next step is in cooperating with Him in His purging
of the Flesh in your life. He may call you to a time of confession
and repentance in order for you to get back into the flow of the
life and redemption of God. Whatever He requires, do not refuse
Him!
Couples
Husbands are commanded to love their wives as Christ loved the
Church. (Eph. 5:25) Sometimes this is interpreted as the husband
doing everything and anything he can to please his spouse. Although
this may be seen by some as a demonstration of this Scripture
and godliness, it can become an opportunity for the Flesh. We
are being redeemed from the Flesh and must not then make ourselves
or our spouse subject to our fleshly desires. As couples, we must
agree that we will work toward walking in the Spirit and putting
to death those desires which are not from the Holy Spirit. If
our spouse is not able to work with us in this way, we must then
navigate this area of our journey with a great deal of understanding,
prayer, and waiting on the Lord to intervene in His time. This
in itself can be a death. If it is possible to work together,
however, helping each other discern what is Spirit and what is
Flesh can be a powerful and effective method to find our way through
the stages of the Wilderness Process.
Our Calling
Some of us know what our true calling is. For most of us, however,
it is somewhat unclear. Whether God will reveal specifically what
He has for us or not doesnt matter. We should seek as much
understanding as we can at this time. For those with a prophetic
word, they should pray it, and confess it as truth before God,
but leave it in His hands. Prophetic words are for praying and
for confirmation after they have been fulfilled. Rarely do we
understand prophetic words before God brings them into being.
We need not worry about achieving our call since it is the Holy
Spirits job to prepare us for our ministry. All we have
to do is be obedient to Him day-by-day.
Share This Book
There are so many people who have become stuck in the Wilderness
and are like the dying generation of Israel. They do not understand
what God is doing in their lives. They have turned away from following
the Spirit in their preparation for ministry. For the sake of
those who have run aground in their journey, please share this
book with them. They need to hear its message. Pray for them.
Dont let them go (in the Spirit) until they have returned
to follow the Lord in this Process. This is the work of the Spirit
of God and we can cooperate with Him in His call to the Church
to return to Him.
Prayer Partner
One of the greatest advantages we can gain in this Process is
to find a partner in it. Our partner should be able to relate
to where we are in the Process. We should pray for one another
and use our gifts to minister to one another. Start by pursuing
God in prayer for a partner, then thank Him for His answer and
let Him lead you.
Location, Location, Location
I have sought the Lord many times to understand where I was in
the Process. My motive was to get out of it, and fast. When I
thought I knew where I was, it wasnt long before I discovered
that I didnt. Most of my understanding of the Process has
come in hindsight. I could not see forward but I could see the
past with some degree of clarity. It is not as important where
we are in the Process as it is to know we are in it. The Holy
Spirit may not always follow this exact order. It is only an outline
of what God wants to accomplish in our life. I have made many
trips back to the Waters of Marah to deal with deeper levels of
bitterness. The Process is three fold and death of the Flesh is
required for our relationship with the Father, for our ministry
to our family, and our public ministry. This systematic Process
must not become the focus of our journey. It is only a guide for
our warning, encouragement, and understanding. Our focus must
be upon the love of our Father and our relationship of surrender
to the Holy Spirit. Where we are is not as important as where
we are going. Keep looking for and believing in the Promises which
God has made to us personally, and to us as part of the Body of
Christ.
This Process of sanctification
is evident in both the theology of Scripture and in the lives
of those who walked with God as described in the Bible. Walking
through this Process will give us the opportunity to live portions
of the lives of many of the people of the Bible. Things they said
and did will prompt a been there, done that response
which will confirm to us that we are on the same path they were
on. Although God has given us a very clear example of His Process
of sanctification in the story of the Children of Israel taking
the Promised Land, there are many other characters of the Bible
who confirm the stages and steps of His redeeming work.
Josephs life was a prime
example of the three stages of the Process. As a young boy, he
was thrown into a pit, left for dead, and then sold into slavery
(the Wilderness). He became prosperous in Potifers house
as the first indication of his ministry (entering the Promised
Land). Just when He thought his life was looking up, Potifers
wife attempted to seduce Him (possibly a devoted thing). He passed
the test and was advanced to the next stage of the Process (Seven
Nations) when he was put in jail. He was released from prison
through no effort of his own, and was made second-in-command of
all the country. He was also given a signet ring as a symbol of
authority. The equivalent of this for us, is the authority inherent
in the resurrection of the Spirit Man.
There are many other examples
in Scripture of this Process. Despite this abundant confirmation,
there are times when doubt can still overwhelm us. The things
the Spirit will lead us into are so unlike what we see with our
natural eyes that it is not difficult to feel lost and confused.
There are many people who have made this journey in the Wilderness
but it is rare to meet one just at the time of doubting. The Spirit
will not let us depend on anyone but Him. Occasionally God will
do some very personal and intimate things to confirm His love
and reassure us that we have not missed His leading. His affirmation
is meant to open our eyes of faith again. His love revives us
and touches us at the very core of our being. It is His love that
gives us the assurance to go on in our Journey.
One of those events that assured
me and touched my innermost being, was connected to a popular
song which was written and performed by Billy Joel called River
of Dreams. When I heard the song for the first time, I cried
because I knew that the song expressed for me my journey in the
Wilderness. It expressed my doubts and fears, frustrations and
longings. Each line of the song meant something special to me
about my journey. The next four times I heard the song on the
radio, I lost it. I become concerned and inquired
of the Lord why I was so emotional when I heard this song. He
said, I have caused this man to prophesy to you. The
song was a word from God for my life. I knew God saw
all my doubt and fear in the Process and loved me in spite of
it. This experience became part of the deep healing and restoration
He was doing in me. Months later, I asked the Lord if I was just
dreaming in Technicolor or was that really Him? I
was doubting again. Would He confirm that this song was
really for me? A short time later I was at a large conference
at which there were delegates from Australia. They called several
of the leaders to the platform to give a word of greeting. One
of the Pastors said, as silly as it may seem, the Lord has
used a song by Billy Joel called River of Dreams to
minister to me. Later when I spoke to the man, he prophesied
to me wonderful words of comfort and affirmation and the love
of the Father. He will never know how much the Lord did for me
at a difficult time through him. Even to this day when I hear
the words of this song I am touched by the love of God. He can
and will do anything to encourage us just when we need it
We put
no stumbling block in anyone's path, so that our ministry will
not be discredited. Rather, as servants of God we commend ourselves
in every way: in great endurance; in troubles, hardships and distresses;
in beatings, imprisonments and riots; in hard work, sleepless
nights and hunger; in purity, understanding, patience and kindness;
in the Holy Spirit and in sincere love; in truthful speech and
in the power of God; with weapons of righteousness in the right
hand and in the left; through glory and dishonor, bad report and
good report; genuine, yet regarded as impostors; known, yet regarded
as unknown; dying, and yet we live on; beaten, and yet not killed;
sorrowful, yet always rejoicing; poor, yet making many rich; having
nothing, and yet possessing everything.
2 Cor. 6:3-10 NIV