Chapter
Four
Why The Wilderness?
See,
I have refined you, though not as silver; I have tested you in
the furnace of affliction. For my own sake, for my own sake, I
do this. How can I let myself be defamed? I will not yield my
glory to another. Isa.
48:10-11
When
we were born again, we were transformed from the Old Man into
the Spirit Man. This is symbolized by baptism. The previous chapter
gives a brief overview of the state of mans Heart prior
to Gods sanctification. If Paul, in Romans 7, was still
subject to falling victim to the Old Man after all he suffered,
then how much more are we subject to the lusts of the Flesh? The
above Scripture is one indication why God tests and sanctifies
Believers. He will not allow His people to take the credit for
what He is doing through them. Yet, if we are like Paul, unable
to refrain from giving in to the Flesh, then only by grace are
we able to do ministry without taking the glory. Of course, to
acquire grace in the Kingdom, we must be humble.
It
is not popular to preach suffering and humility, since that is
not seeker sensitive. We have many methods and gimmicks
for making the Church successful, because it is success we believe
to be our goal, but this kind of success is the desire of the
Flesh. Success is Gods responsibility. Our objective should
be to walk obedient to the Spirit, wherever that might take us.
This is the success which produces treasure in Heaven. It could
look like failure on earth. Jesus ministry was a spiritual
success, even though in the natural He would appear to have been
a loser of losers. Our ministry should not be judged in the natural
either. It is in the spirit realm and it takes faith to invest
our life in that which cannot be seen with human eyes. Unfortunately,
many of our objectives and ministry goals are carnal, because
tangible, successful ministry makes us look good. At the root
of our motive is the Flesh, not the Spirit, and that kind of ministry
will not bear eternal fruit for the Kingdom, but will be burned
up at the end of the Age. Paul warned us of this, because it is
so easy to fall into. (1 Cor. 3:12-15)
For
Believers whose objective it is to walk in the Spirit, the Flesh
is our main opponent, yet in the Church, we rarely even mention
it. We condemn the outward expressions of the Flesh such as sexual
immorality, or foul language, but we tolerate the sins of the
Heart, such as greed, materialism, and ambition. They are tolerated
in the Church, sometimes even revered. Most Churches are trying
to meet their budget or expand into new ministry. They cannot
financially afford to offend people by exposing and confronting
the Flesh. Their ministry goals lead them to compromises which
accommodate the Flesh. The irony is that ministry should be the
war against the Flesh. The Church, therefore, cannot effectively
preach against the Flesh. It becomes a house divided against itself.
Unless we are redeemed from our compromises and duplicity which
we were born into, we will not stand. The Lord knows we are helpless
to change ourselves. The Flesh is an enemy much bigger than we
are. His intention is not to condemn us with out failings but
to redeem us from our enemies. He will change us if we ask Him.
Jesus
Is The Living Word
Jesus described Himself in Scripture as, the Way, the Truth,
and the Life. On other occasions He is described as the
Living Word. This is an accurate statement about our
Lord, since He is the essence of truth. It is part of His being.
He not only knows it, He IS the truth. Truth and Jesus are one.
They cannot be separated, nor can we get truth from Him without
taking Him. We cant separate Him from His salvation from
sin. We cant separate Him from being the Abundant Life.
He is all these things. They are part of Him because He humbled
Himself and gave up His life on the cross. It was His suffering
and humility and death that granted Him the title of: the
Way, the Truth, and the Life. If we are to be like Him,
we must take up our cross and experience the death of our Flesh.
Then we will find the Way, the Truth, and Life.
Can you remember the sermon you heard on Christmas 1997 or Easter
1995? Now try to remember the personal discipline of the Lord.
Remember those illustrated sermons by the Holy Spirit or the time
when He guided you, directed you, or convicted you. We learn by
experience much better than by words. We go through this Process
because it must be experienced rather than learned. It is in the
experience of the Process we are transformed. Teaching tells us
what we must do to interact and cooperate with the Spirit. But
the work of Holy Spirit is done in walking with Him through experiences
He prepares for us. Prophetic revelation is wonderful, but it
doesnt change our Heart. It usually comes as a forerunner
to the Holy Spirit working that truth into our Heart. As much
as we would like to avoid the difficulties of the Process, there
is no other way to have the character and treasure of the Kingdom
developed in our lives.
If
we suffer, we shall also reign with him: if we deny him, he also
will deny us: 2 Tim. 2:12 NIV
The
more we become like Christ, the more we can expect to suffer.
If we believe that the world is operating in the Flesh, and the
Holy Spirit and Flesh are at enmity with each other, then we can
expect to be persecuted by the works of the Flesh inside and outside
the Church. The irony is that suffering makes us more like Christ,
and the more we are like Christ, the more the Flesh will attack
us. Therefore, the more we suffer, the more we suffer. There is
no other way to produce the fruit of the Holy Spirit and to have
fruitful ministry. The less we suffer, the less we will become
like Christ.
Walking
In The Spirit
There is a specific period of time in which God prepares us with
grace and reveals our call and the truth which is the basis for
our life message. The more we surrender to the Holy
Spirit, the more He will lead us into suffering. The more suffering
we experience, the more dead the Old Man becomes, and the stronger
the Holy Spirit is alive in us. Jesus, our perfect example, said,
I do only what I see the Father do. He had a revelation
of the Father and did only what He saw Him doing. Jesus is our
example. If we walk in the Holy Spirit, then we cannot fail in
ministry or in our call. That does not mean we will not look like
a failure, but when the books are opened at Judgement Day, they
will reveal success. We will have treasure in Heaven because we
have chosen to allow the Holy Spirit to be Lord of our life and
He cannot fail. Our objective as New Testament, end-time, born-again,
Spirit-filled Believers is to completely surrender in everything
to the Holy Spirit. We are not called to know more, or to do more.
We are called to walk in the Spirit because in this way we will
follow Jesus example to surrender His life to His Father,
day by day, hour by hour. To walk in the Spirit as Jesus did required
Him to completely put the Sin Man under the authority of the Holy
Spirit. He moved forward only when the Spirit commanded. He did
nothing without the Spirits prompting. That is humility.
That is surrender. That is death of self, and that is the way
to powerful ministry. We must learn to walk in the Spirit.
Jesus
said, Greater things you will do
(John 14:12). Why would He say that? His vision of the
end times was of a sanctified Church, which was surrendered to
the Holy Spirit, demonstrating the power and authority of God
over all things. It is His intention to reveal the Father through
our love for one another and through spiritual power, manifested
in the Church. This is a greater thing in that it
will not be through only one person (Jesus), but through millions
of people (the Church) who are like Jesus. Jesus had a huge impact
on the world when He ministered here. How much more will the Church
have when it is ministering in full surrender to the Holy Spirit?
Gods
Process of putting the Adamic Nature to death (sanctification)
will allow us to walk in the Spirit. We will become like little
children who are completely dependent on the Holy Spirit for everything.
The Process will strip us of anything that the Flesh can use to
fulfill itself, and in that way, we will learn to depend on the
Holy Spirit. The things we suffer (the stripping away) teaches
us to be obedient to the Holy Spirit. We learn that the works
of the Flesh will not fulfill us and do not bring life, but death.
When we walk in the Spirit, we minister life to a dead and dying
world.
To
be sanctified unto Jesus Christ is to be ruined for God. The more
we become like Jesus, the more alienated we are to the world.
To be ruined for God is to be a failure to this world, but a success
in the Kingdom of God.
The
more we suffer, the greater the vessel we are for grace. The world
and the Church dont need more truth, they need more grace.
We have the Scriptures, but can we live up to their high standard?
We need more grace in order to live in the truth. The way to a
dynamic and powerful Church and ministry is to have more grace,
and that means humbling and suffering.
Real
spiritual ministry requires us to own the truth that we are ministering.
We must humble ourselves and through humility gain the grace to
acquire the truth that we are called to minister. We cant
produce in others the things we only know. How could an unbeliever
lead another unbeliever to Christ? It would be the blind leading
the blind. We can only bring to people the truths that we have
acquired for ourselves. We acquire grace through humbling and
when we have that truth we can minister it. If, as the Church,
we are preaching only theories and truth without grace, we are
like the Pharisees whom Jesus condemned and called blind men leading
blind men. We become like a clanging gong when we espouse theology
instead of Christ crucified. A seed cannot reproduce another seed.
It must first go into the ground and die, then germinate to produce
a small stalk, then a larger plant, then fruit which holds within
it the seed. It is a process of growing toward fruitfulness. Our
testimony is the most powerful thing we have in ministry, since
it is an account of the grace and truth we have acquired. These
are the truths which we can impart to others because we are in
possession of them. It is through suffering and humility we acquire
the truth of the Kingdom. God sanctifies us so that we will be
fruitful ministers of the Gospel. When we know His humbling, we
will know His grace, and then His truth.
For
everyone who exalts himself will be humbled, and he who humbles
himself will be exalted. Luke 14 :11 NIV
The
Promised Land
The Children of Israel were promised a land filled with milk and
honey. We are promised the riches of Christ found in His Kingdom.
The riches are more fulfilling and wonderful than anything we
could imagine with the carnal mind. God sanctifies us so we can
enter into the promises and provision of the Father to us as Believers.
Sanctification is the path to provision and the promises He has
made to us in the Gospel, but these are nothing compared to knowing
Jesus Christ. With each provision, each promise fulfilled, comes
a further knowing and being like Jesus Christ. These are imperishable
gifts which we will take with us into eternity.
Moses
spent 40 years in his personal wilderness and emerged the humblest
man on earth. He had endured the process of sanctification which
the Lord prepared for him. Even then, He did not enter the Promised
Land. The Apostle Paul was conscious of the risk of losing all
that he had gained when he wrote;
Do
you not know that in a race all the runners run, but only one
gets the prize? Run in such a way as to get the prize. Everyone
who competes in the games goes into strict training. They do it
to get a crown that will not last; but we do it to get a crown
that will last for ever. Therefore I do not run like a man running
aimlessly; I do not fight like a man beating the air. No, I beat
my body and make it my slave so that after I have preached to
others, I myself will not be disqualified for the prize. 1
Cor. 9:24-27 NIV
To
walk with God is a wonderful thing, but it is also a fearful thing.
Paul was fully aware that should he ever begin to depend on himself,
he would have lost some of what he had gained, and possibly been
disqualified personally from the reward. He was aware that it
was a daily choice to surrender to the Holy Spirit, even after
He had suffered and acquired great riches in Christ. No matter
what we gain in Christ, it never means we have arrived,
or that now we can relax. Sanctification only gives us the ability
to live for God, but the choice is ours every day.
Our
preparation will enable us to fully surrender to the Holy Spirit
and to walk more completely in Him. Our suffering will bring forth
treasures of the Kingdom and the grace to minister them to others.
If there is going to be an acceleration of the preparation and
empowering of the Church, it will be because the Holy Spirit will
set aside a group of warriors such as Gideons army who were
not afraid. They will have the full armor of God and the grace
to win victories over nations far more powerful than themselves.
They will be a people of faith who have been purged of the demands
of the Old Man and the Flesh, and who love God with all of their
Heart, mind, and strength. For many are invited, but few are
chosen. Matt. 22:14 NIV