Chapter Three
The War Within
Scripture and preachers often
refer to the Adamic Nature as the Fallen or Sin Nature, the
Old Man, and the Flesh. The Sin Nature that we are born into
has some specific characteristics which the Lord must redeem
before He can make us an effective servant in His Kingdom. Similar
to the concept of being saved and continuing to be saved, we
have been saved from the Sin Nature and we are being saved from
that Nature. The characteristics of this Nature are important
for us to recognize so that we can more easily discern what
is Spirit and what is Flesh. Our Heart is very deceptive and
we can be deceived by the Fleshs trickery. The Spirit
of God and the Flesh of man are at enmity with one another.
They cannot cohabit. One will prevail over the other in every
area of our life.
Water baptism symbolizes the
death of the Old Man and the resurrection of the Spirit Man.
It symbolizes what has been done, and what will be done in our
life. We become the Spirit Man at conversion and the Old Man
is sentenced to death. We are born again. This transformation
is provided for us in full at our conversion, but it is being
continuously accomplished by the sanctifying work of the Holy
Spirit. The execution of the Old Man is a process. In the early
stages of our walk with the Holy Spirit, the Adamic Nature has
control of many areas of our life. As we walk with the Spirit
in obedience, He redeems those areas and He takes control of
them. This is the process of being set aside as wholly for the
Lord. It is a life long process, but there is an intense season
of purging which follows baptism in the Holy Spirit and which
continues on, if surrendered to, until there is a revealing
and unfolding of our purpose or call in God. The purpose or
call may be something other than what is normally thought of
as ministry, but it is always birthed and initiated by God.
We do not choose it. He has chosen us and has called us to His
heavenly purpose. The Process of being set aside from the world
and its pleasures and systems and put to the task of playing
our specific role in the Body of Christ is called sanctification
and this is our preparation for ministry.
When Jesus was tested in the
Wilderness, He defeated the Devil by the Holy Spirit. The Devil
could not find anything within Jesus that he could use to get
Him to respond out of the nature of the Flesh. The Devil has
only one thing to work with in us; it is our Flesh. If it is
dead, there is nothing for him to use to tempt and defeat us.
Jesus was tested three times and three times He responded in
the Spirit. Our sanctification is also our armor. It protects
us from the deception and lure that the Devil uses to get us
to respond to the desires of the Flesh. A pure Heart that is
surrendered to God presumes nothing. The sanctified saint submits
everything of importance to the direction and Lordship of Jesus.
This surrender is not always an action, but is rather a Heart
attitude of humility which depends on God for everything.
The Heart Of Man
It is the Heart which is spirit and which has within it the
capacity to know and love God. Because it is in the spirit realm
that we interact with God and do our ministry, it is this part
of us that is critical to our preparation for ministry. By being
prepared, we are transformed on the spirit level so we can fully
surrender to the Holy Spirit and overcome the Old Nature. This
is fundamental to Christianity, but, as God prepares us, this
is the point at which we live or die in the Wilderness.
Being set aside fully for the Lord is the foundation, not only
for our ministry, but for personal peace, joy, provision, authority,
and the love which needs to be the motive for ministry. Without
these qualities, we cannot be fruitful in ministry. There may
well be a great deal of activity, but changing a Heart is a
spiritual matter which can only be done Spirit to spirit. If
love is not the motive, then the Spirit of God is not in the
ministry, and it will not bear fruit. Fruitful ministry will
last forever and can endure the test of Gods consuming
fire.
The human Heart is the window
through which God can reach this world. He is Spirit and it
is through our spirit He is manifested. The condition of our
Heart, therefore, influences the purity of our ministry. Preparation
for ministry is for the most part, the purging and preparation
of the Heart.
When my daughter was three
years old, she drew what I thought was a revealing picture of
herself. It demonstrated that the essence of her being is spirit.
The picture illustrates that we live out of our
spirit, or Heart, and this is the point at which we touch, and
are touched, by God.
The following is a selection
of Scriptures about the Heart.
The Nature of the Heart
For as he thinketh in his heart, so
[is] he: (Proverbs 23:7)
Above all else, guard your heart, for it is the wellspring
of life. Put away perversity from your mouth; keep corrupt talk
far from your lips (Prov. 4:23-24)
The sacrifices of God [are] a broken spirit: a broken and
a contrite heart, O God, thou wilt not despise. (Psalms
51:17)
He that loveth pureness of heart, [for] the grace of his
lips the king [shall be] his friend. (Proverbs 22:11)
A sound heart [is] the life of the flesh: but envy the rottenness
of the bones. (Proverbs 14:30)
God Looks On
the Heart
But the LORD said unto Samuel, Look not on his countenance,
or on the height of his stature; because I have refused him:
for [the LORD seeth] not as man seeth; for man looketh on the
outward appearance, but the LORD looketh on the heart. (1
Samuel 16:7)
He that hath clean hands, and a pure heart; who hath not
lifted up his soul unto vanity, nor sworn deceitfully. (Psalms
24:4)
Shall not God search this out? For he knoweth the secrets
of the heart. (Psalms 44:21)
The Wickedness
of the Heart
Thus saith the LORD; Cursed [be] the man that trusteth in
man, and maketh flesh his arm, and whose heart departeth from
the LORD..... The heart [is] deceitful above all [things], and
desperately wicked: who can know it? I the LORD search the heart,
[I] try the reins, even to give every man according to his ways,
[and] according to the fruit of his doings. (Jeremiah 17:5-10)
The foolishness of man perverteth his way: and his heart
fretteth against the LORD. (Proverbs 19:3)
And if he come to see [me], he speaketh vanity: his heart
gathereth iniquity to itself; [when] he goeth abroad, he telleth
[it]. (Psalms 41:6)
When he speaketh fair, believe him not: for [there are] seven
abominations in his heart. (Proverbs 26:25)
He that trusteth in his own heart is a fool: but whoso walketh
wisely, he shall be delivered. (Proverbs 28:26)
This [is] an evil among all [things] that are done under
the sun, that [there is] one event unto all: yea, also the heart
of the sons of men is full of evil, and madness [is] in their
heart while they live,.. (Ecclesiastes 9:3)
Foolishness [is] bound in the heart of a child; [but] the
rod of correction shall drive it far from him. (Proverbs
22:15)
God Cleanses the Heart
Create in me a clean heart, O God;
and renew a right spirit within me.
(Psalms 51:10)
And the LORD thy God will bring thee into the land which
thy fathers possessed, and thou shalt possess it; and he will
do thee good, and multiply thee above thy fathers. And the LORD
thy God will circumcise thine heart, and the heart of thy seed,
to love the LORD thy God with all thine heart, and with all
thy soul, that thou mayest live. (Deuteronomy 30 5-6)
Circumcise yourselves to the LORD, and take away the foreskins
of your heart, ye men of Judah and inhabitants of Jerusalem:
lest my fury come forth like fire, and burn that none can quench
[it], because of the evil of your doings. (Jeremiah 4:4)
I the LORD search the heart, [I] try the reins, even to give
every man according to his ways, [and] according to the fruit
of his doings. (Jeremiah 17:10)
And I will give them an heart to know me, that I [am] the
LORD: and they shall be my people, and I will be their God:
for they shall return unto me with their whole heart. (Jeremiah
24:7)
The Tree of the Knowledge of
Good and Evil
The Adamic Nature is profiled in the story of the fall of man.
A careful review of Adam and Eves reactions to their sin
reveals a clear picture of the ways and nature of the Old Man.
If we can judge our own actions as Flesh or Spirit, we are better
equipped to respond to the Spirit and destroy the works of the
Flesh in our life.
Immediately upon eating of
the Tree of the Knowledge of Good and Evil, the couple began
to interact differently with God. The fall changed their view
of Him. They hid themselves because they were afraid. On a deeper
level than we can see without the revelation of the Holy Spirit,
this fear of God is still alive in the unredeemed Heart. Outwardly,
we may be praising the Lord, but inwardly, our relationship
with God may be hindered by feelings which we neither understand
or are prepared to acknowledge. Paul said that these feelings
do not belong to us, but to the Old Man.
As it is,
it is no longer I myself who do it, but it is sin living in
me. Romans 7:17 NIV
The New Man has been resurrected
in the Spirit, yet the Old Man is still alive. The battle for
supremacy is both a battle of daily choice, and the redemptive
work of the Holy Spirit. Therefore, we are freer today from
the lusts of the Flesh (Old Man) than we were last year, but
we must choose to live in that freedom every day.
When Adam and Eve ate of the
fruit, they also became aware that they were naked and they
covered up. This is one of the characteristics of the Adamic
Nature. The Flesh will do whatever it can to cover or hide its
sin or motives. By our very nature, we suppress our sin and
deny it is there because we feel guilty and humbled when it
is revealed. It is a characteristic of the Flesh to avoid looking
at the truth. The Spirit exposes sin but the Flesh wants to
hide it and condemn us. If we are deceived by the Flesh, we
may cooperate with it to cover our sin instead of exposing it.
As we experience the redemption of God, we develop a love and
appreciation for the truth and how it can contribute to the
quality of our life. We learn to love the truth, even when it
exposes us. We learn from experience that the truth will set
us free and there is peace in freedom. The suppression of our
sin only serves to create inner turmoil. We were not created
for sin. We are separated from the provision, safety, and fellowship
of God, who is the only One who can tell us who we are. To know
Christ and who we are in Him brings us to inner peace. It is
impossible to estimate the damage stress caused by sin does
when it weakens the body, torments the mind, and pains the emotions.
Choosing truth and freedom is choosing life.
Another expression of the Adamic
Nature was revealed by Adam when he blamed God for his sin.
To paraphrase, he said, It was the woman that you gave
me, who got me into this trouble. Eve blamed the serpent.
Both of them were acting true to their new fallen nature. The
Adamic Nature will blame others, including God, for the consequences
of its actions. When we become hurt because of our sin, we,
at a Heart level even when it is not consciously known to us,
will blame God for letting us be in pain. A sign of spiritual
maturity and wholeness as a person is to acknowledge sin quickly
and take it to God. It is the Flesh that demands that we tip-toe
around it. It is our Sin Nature that is defensive, offended,
or in denial. We need to be ruthless toward our sin, rise up
in the Holy Spirit and take our Sin Nature to the cross. It
is not a reflection of us (the New Man), but it is a reflection
of the Old Man who we need to put to death and bury on a daily
basis. The true measure of spiritual maturity is marked in the
willingness to face sin head on. It requires a determined commitment
to turn against it, instead of taking an offence. We must not
deny our sin when we are confronted by the Holy Spirits
quest for Lordship of our life. This is a fundamental principle
in growing up in God: to learn to turn against the works of
the Flesh, even in the heat of the moment, and call upon the
Spirit to rule in the situation. Every time we choose life in
the Spirit, we take more ground in our Heart for the Kingdom
of God, which will produce in us love, joy, and peace.
Unbelief
The Adamic Natures most prevalent characteristic is unbelief.
It is the least noticeable, but one of the roots
of the nature. When the serpent tempted Eve, he suggested that
maybe God was keeping something good from them, by forbidding
them to eat of the Tree of the Knowledge of Good and Evil. Of
course, this subtle suggestion was a lie about the character
of God, but Eve believed it, and ate. The root of much of our
sin can be traced back to what we dont believe about God.
If we believe that God doesnt care about us or that He
will help others, but He will not help us in a particular area,
then we are in unbelief about the character of God. The Children
of Israel died in the Wilderness because they believed the lie
of the Adamic Nature and would not believe that what the Holy
Spirit had done for them in the past, He would do again. God
is not partial toward anyone and what He has done for others
He will do for you, IF you believe Him. Subtle as it may be,
much of our sin against God is rooted in our unbelief. Faith
and belief are Heart issues. Faith is spiritual. It straddles
this world and the spiritual world. It is the conduit through
which God moves His provision from the spiritual world into
the temporal world. Faith is the product of the redeemed Heart.
When the unfaithful
servant returned the talents to his master, he said, He
knew Him to be a hard man (Matt 25:24). The Master
did not correct his distorted view of Him. He was not unreasonably
demanding (hard) with the second servant who did not produce
as much return as the first servant. The unfaithful servants
perception of the Master put him in fear, which kept him from
doing what was reasonably prudent with the talents (giftings)
he had been given. His fear paralysed him and brought on exactly
what he feared - the wrath of the Master. Fear is the direct
result of unbelief. If we know who God is and that nothing can
separate us from His love, then there is nothing in life to
fear. Fear produces striving, ongoing anxiety, manipulation
of situations, and attempts to find replacements for the relationship
we would have if we were not separated from God by our sin of
unbelief. When we get a revelation of God and His love for us,
it brings us to a peace that transcends any circumstance. When
we see His power and ability to provide, and to protect, and
His love for us, we are secure and at rest, even in the middle
of a figurative or literal battlefield. Pride is the result
of not knowing who we are because we do not know who God is.
If the God of the Universe loves us in our fallen pathetic state,
then we must be important to Him. We dont have to strive
for anything because in Him there is everything we need. Nothing
this world has to offer could be more than what we already have
in our relationship with the Father, Son, and Holy Spirit. He
is our supply, our defender, our joy, and our happiness. In
Him is found everything to make life full and abundantly fulfilling.
If we dont believe that, we will be faced with making
ourselves happy, which will lead to folly and idolatry.
Summary
The Heart is the spirit of man. It is the dimension which touches
and is touched by God. The state of the Heart is the determining
factor in our relationship with God and our fruitfulness in
ministry. The Heart is the deepest level of our being which
we rarely see, except by the revelation of the Holy Spirit;
yet it controls our life. .... guard
your heart, for it is the wellspring of life. (Proverbs
4:23). Without faith, we cannot please God, yet our very
nature is to be unbelieving. Therefore, the purity of Heart
that we attain will enable us to hear God and do His will and
please Him. Our faith in Gods character as a loving Father,
at the Heart level, is what brings pleasure and glory to Him.
The summation of all of the law is to love God with all of your
Heart, mind, and strength and your neighbour as yourself. Therefore,
it is our goal as Christians to be sanctified and fully able
to walk, surrendered to the Holy Spirit. In that, we will achieve
our calling and bring glory to God because we will overcome
the Flesh, the Devil, and the world.
What we have of God in the
way of knowledge and understanding is but a crumb of the eternal
feast of heavenly treasures that is available in Him. It may
take us ten or twenty years of walking with Him before the impact
of this truth sets into our life. We could spend the rest of
our lifetime and all of eternity pursuing the riches of Him,
and we would never exhaust the joy of discovering all there
is in our Father God. We know this, but for the most part, we
dont live our lives as if it were true. The greatest joy
and pleasures in this life are not the respect or honour of
men, nor is it the material comforts of this life. ALL the real
treasure is in Him. The average Christian will say amen
to that, but it isnt where he lives. Unbelievers and the
unchurched Believers can see through the hypocrisy of the Church.
If it is true that Jesus is coming back for His Bride, why do
we live as though there are a million tomorrows? If He will
judge the living and the dead, why do we live with one foot
in the world and one in the Kingdom? It is because we are not
free to walk in the Spirit. We are like Paul wanting to do better,
but failing miserably (Romans 7:23-24). Our enemies are much
stronger than ourselves. The Flesh can only be defeated by our
God. The Flesh is still alive in us. Romans is a picture of
the battle between the Old Man and the New. We have put on the
New Man but as is the case with salvation, we are saved and
being saved. We are New and being made New (Col. 3). Paul goes
on to give us a beautifully clear view of how we should look
at this battle which rages within us. He explains:
Now
if I do what I do not want to do, it is no longer I who do it,
but it is sin living in me that does it. Romans 7:20
NIV
We have been redeemed, and
are whole and fully redeemed in the eyes of our Lord. It is
not us who sins, but it is the Old Man or sin which does these
things. We are the New Man, but there lives also in us the Old
Man. We know truth but we cant and dont live it
because the enemy of the Holy Spirit is also alive in us. There
is no condemnation in Christ Jesus. We are saved from our duplicity
by grace. We are saved by grace and need to continue to seek
the grace which saves us from our enemy, the Flesh. Our choices
are what determine who will reign over us. The purpose of the
Wilderness is to put us in a dependent relationship with God
our provider. The more we see Him, the easier it is to choose
and believe in His goodness even when we are in need. The more
we choose Him, the greater the power that is given to the New
Man in our life and the more we weaken the Old Man.